I do not understand what the hell happened. We had some good and positive conversations this week. We talked about kids, what each of us wanted out of this divorce. Than this morning BOOM it's back to non-talking, tension filled, HELL... I hate when he's like this cause even though he tried to fake it near the kids.. THEY CAN TELL!!! They know how to read each of us. Both boys asked what was wrong with him and my daughter rolled her eyes when I asked where he was. Said "outside in his MOOD again."
Top if off our youngest went away for the night and he let him leave without saying good-bye to me. WTF seriously..I didn't have to be so nice to loan you 30 fucking dollars this week....I don't have to call and make sure your awake every morning....I even made your fucking favorite dinner and got the cake for your fucking birthday and you continue to shit on me like this. Screw you...I don't have to be so nice I can make you living here a nightmare...
BUT that's not me..I want this marriage to end with us remaining friends. I'm not as low as you. I'll take the high road and pray one day my kids see how you truly behave. I'll continue being nice BUT if you ever were to read this...I'm glad this is ending..because the way you behave I wouldn't be that nasty to my worst enemy. I hope one day someone treats you just as bad as you've treated me. At least I can look at today and use it to point out to my kids remember how dad treated me that day....that's why we didn't stay together!!
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